Rudy was my friend
But he had an end
Oh yes, I did send him into an eternal sleep
I'm so sorry, boy
No longer my toy
Oh my pride and joy
You no longer go beep

Rudy my electronic penguin
I'm so sorry boy, I hope you rest in peace

Oh my Rudy, how I miss you

Maybe we'll meet in a better world
Filled with penguin boys and penguin girls
But until then my love for you will never cease
And I just hope that you will rest in peace

Here I go against the grain
It's time to yet again complain
And make some noise
We've got all our sciences
Making our appliances
To dull the pain
It's novocain for the soul

Hollywood, pop culture's best
You do no good, you vultures' nest
And I want out
It's gambling now, the more you wait
And think that you can have your Kate and Edith, too
And so to lose your own soul

I'll call your bluff, I've had enough
Oh no Ho-Jo

So is it fantasy or reality t.v.?
So here's your world condoned
You get the chisel, I'll get the stone

Know that with each path we take
We become the choices that we make
It's true, and so do you
Forbear to keep obstinate will
And to choose to wait until the dream dissolves
And we're absolved from our guilt

I'll call your bluff, I've had enough
Oh no Ho-Jo

So is it fantasy or reality t.v.?
So here's your world condoned
You get the chisel, I'll get the stone
So numbed, to fate resigned
And in your grave you'll lie
And in your grave you'll lie

 

 

 

 

Boxed up in plastic and falling apart on the inside
Apathy, am I feeling fake today?
Today I don't know where the time flew by
I need to spend some precious time with You, Lord Christ

 

 

 

 

 

So this is who I become When You leave me to myself A burned-up, hollow, angry, empty shell An actor on a barren stage An even-keel with unchanneled rage Sinking deeper into hell Bind me to You Pierce me straight through Consume me with Your fire Ravage my heart Tear me clean apart And still be my Desire As I descend it starts again Sliding down, spiraling Gasping on the breath of corruption Fighting undertow Holding on, realizing My own hopeless helplessness Finally letting go All is madness as the flames engulf me Oblivion Refining fire making ashes of this life Burn, Fire, burn Clean this holy temple Resore Your holy Name In the onslaught of Your love And now, as gradual as the fall The dawn of hope The brilliant sun sending all the shadows fleeing Sweet daylight A new man rising from the ashes Clothed in white, bearing a new name I leave it all behind and take to flight

 

 

 

Oh my darling, how I long for your embrace Oh my sweetheart, how I long to see your face Earth angel, earth angel Will you be mine? Love you forever, until the end of time I'm just a fool, a fool in love with you Oh my darling, how I long for your embrace Oh my sweetheart, how I want to kiss your face